my precious thoughts

faith

2010-02-25T02:46:00.003+08:00

nyahhh. have you ever felt like some things turned out so wrong in life but somehow still feels right?! i know right, it sounds crazy. its okay, some things in life are meant to be crazy. thats why i have my lovely crazy friends as friends. they get me.

dal n i cooked today. i cheated, she didn't :p my tummys been super happy so yeay happy tummy. we went to the gym too. very painful but it was worth it.

was browsing through the internet and came across my ex-favourite song which is now back at number 1 on my list of favourite songs... i should have a playlist called lost songs *noted. anyways, its faith by seven collar t shirt. i never really understood the lyrics though... till today. or i think i understand it. yes, i analyze lyrics in depth pulak tu. haha. ahhh, i love it. i never actually have seen the band play though. i really should get my ass up and keep up with things. heh. whatever. too late now.

the bookshelf is staring at me with a sign saying "hello, u said u were gonna clean me, im waiiitiing." why do i notice these things after 12 am? nyeh.

love

beauty up north

2010-02-10T03:16:00.004+08:00

the old and the new

2010-01-08T00:54:00.008+08:00

raja, if you do see this (im saying IF because i'm not too sure whether anyone visits this blog) i picked that picture of you because this was the best one. i swear. the others are too blurry. anyways, if you guys do see this, drop a hello somewhere down there *pointing down*
oh and credits to all of you because i'm not too sure who snapped who and what and when.

nadeera

2009-10-24T04:22:00.002+08:00

current feelings : uber exhausted, a little scared & worried about work.

current thoughts : .oh shit, what if things dont work out?
.i shouldn't be sleeping right now, i should be doing my work.
.i wish i was born a robot so i wouldn't feel tired.
.despite the fact that my lecturer is brilliant, i am soo hating her right now.
.how the hell do i make it all aligned the way i wanted it to? hmmm.
.i should try to sleep.

xoxo

Al-Fatihah

2009-07-26T00:28:00.002+08:00

Yasmin Ahmad passed away today.

i dont know much about her but i know i love her movies. i love her stories and the way she tells it. she tells it as it is and she makes the world outside Malaysia understand the positivity of our culture.
many have critisized her work but only due to their own marrow minded beliefs; many have spread rumors about her personal life. true or not, it doesnt really matter.

i hope there will be many more like her in the malaysian arts scene.

Rest Well storyteller. may there be more like you in the future.
Al-Fatihah.

a very happy me

2009-06-11T21:21:00.003+08:00

i just got myself a new holga 120 cfn and the super sampler.

and the next buy is the diana f+ and the polaroid camera/backs. i found one already but i think my 3/4 of my pocket is burnt already so hopefully when i come back i can get those ones. and the red holga :DDDDDD haha. pushing my luck, i know.

yay.

and thanks to my great persuading skills, mady bought himself the fisheye 2. so we've got 3 new plastic toys to play with and i cant wait to ge the photos developed, meaning im going to got it processed tomorrow!!! hee.

i hope the leaks are not gonna over do itself. i didnt tape my baby at all.

<3

21 candles

2009-05-23T00:26:00.000+08:00

21 original glazed doughnuts with candles on each of them.

i wish. but i'm imagining it :)
happy birthday ME.

distance

2009-04-30T19:13:00.000+08:00

why are my friends so far away?

i guess you just do meet better people along the way and some of the old ones are meant to fade off. and when i say some, i mean just some.

you enter my front door, and you leave through the back as and when u like. after all u've done, when u do it yourself, i still have the heart to be nice, i still have the heart to be there. its just not worth it isnt it?

camarade? hell no.

nothing more than a bad dream.

2009-04-27T10:21:00.001+08:00

never will i ever EVER make that phone call ever again. it just sucks how sometimes things just dont turn out the way you thought it would... actually all the time la. its just frustrating and i am never ever doing anything like that anymore.

i mean come on la, you judge me and just because all that happened to you, you think you're IT ke? like you've never do anything like that.

"Heart Of Glass"

2009-04-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing, only to find
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind
Once I had a love and it was divine
Soon found out I was losing my mind
It seemed like the real thing but I was so blind
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind

In between
What I find is pleasing and I'm feeling fine
Love is so confusing there's no peace of mind
If I fear I'm losing you it's just no good
You teasing like you do

Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing, only to find
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind

Once I had a love and it was divine
Soon found out I was losing my mind
It seemed like the real thing but I was so blind
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind

Lost inside
Adorable illusion and I cannot hide
I'm the one you're using, please don't push me aside
We could've made it cruising, yeah

Yeah, riding high on love's true bluish light

Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out I had a heart of glass [radio version]
Soon turned out to be a pain in the ass [album version]
Seemed like the real thing only to find
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind

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wow and halamak

2009-04-04T17:31:00.001+08:00

jfb. i love her photos

via here

World Builder from Bruce Branit on Vimeo.

so sweeeeeet in a very futuristic way. hee

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aller LOIN.

2009-03-29T18:52:00.000+08:00

nadeera est irrite, officially. please laa. eesh.

God please give me enough strength to get through tomorrow.
.......
and if that doesnt work, i'll just turn to ol' faithful.

<3

manipulation

2009-03-18T23:18:00.001+08:00

so a negative manipulation occured in this space just now and im just going to choose to ignore it because im always wrong anyways so screw that.

lets look at the positive manipulation by hiroshi nakamura.
im currently building my models based on the six architectural typologies and somehow i managed to persuade my tutor that my models work based on light penetration. (alot of work, but im very happy with it so far)

so i was browsing through the internet and i came across mr. nakamura's lanvin store which is a little different compared to mine because my openings are linear and he has dotted openings which i think is brilliant really. it works internally and externally which is what im 'trying' to achieve.

so how brilliant is that?!

i want i want i want

2009-03-18T02:28:00.000+08:00

i want, can ? this is the one thing that i touched only ONCE and fell in love with right away .
i want *my* M7 or M8 (which i want more but like hello, 7 cannot nak 8? gila) . where the hell am i supposed to get RM 20, 000? why do things cost money? i mean, wouldn't the world be a better place if everything were to be free ?!

red or silver ... weow ... so preti.

just get me the body, i'll manage the lens finances myself ;)

so stupid . u make a good , pretty camera and you tag it at the most .
one day .... yeah right la right but lets just try to be positive .

oh , and i like nice clothes and make up and i think its okay .

oh oh oh aaand , today's design tute was super productive . sara actually opened up her presentation just for me . the key is to TALK . i'm going to try to not be too anti-social from now . today at tech , it was different . i was different la. i guess the whole racism issue works both ways .

3 more to go.

k la je

<3

happy 7th anniversary, with <3

2009-03-10T22:29:00.001+08:00

i've nothing much to say really about the anniversary because its been 7 years. what else can i say right? ok la. one thing... i hate saying it because i feel like it makes me look/seem weak, but i hope there will be manymany more anniversaries to come.

<3 <3 <3

there's the bad (alot of it), the good (alot of that too, but less remembered), and the UBER bad... which hopefully doesnt happen anymore.
he's cooking his famous lamb chop now, a wee bit late but its okay i guess. lets give him abit of credit la. my share of the anny is not done yet. my models and drawings are taking way too much of my time, plus the fact that i lost my songs in my itunes due to certain mishaps isnt making things any easier. i really hope it works out though.

on another note , i talked to kak sue today . she sounded sooooo different . like DIFFERENT different . she says the same things but its her voice . so girls change their voices too eh ? never knew/realised that . probably growing up la tuuu. i miss her. i miss my dad too . i hate talking to them because i hate the post call feeling , if that makes any sense . but i miss them . i miss my mum too ...

i've got pictures from yesterday. mady and i took daus to the zoo . haha . hopefully the caversham plan happens because they never wake up on time. oh and adventureland jugak .

okay , blogspots really screwed up coz i can't seem to upload pictures at all !!!!! .

<3

the positive progression

2009-03-01T17:18:00.000+08:00

coldplay was by far the bestest concert i've been to EVER.
the balloons made my day and the effect of the butterflies were so realistic. the lighting was great and they were AWESOME. a million times better than justin.
they performed on the bleachers as well which just shows how attentive they were towards their fans/US. haha. plus the things chris martin were saying... i mean... i dunno, i felt like they realy appreciated their fans and they kept on thanking us for buying the tickets. i felt like saying, no worries, ur worth it! can tell la they're very down to earth and they are so passionate about their music.

i love them.

somthings wrong with the uploader so i'll just do it later.

im gna go see pharell now :) the love of my life.
future music, here i come.

2009-02-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

i have to come up with sketches and SIX models by friday. thats not the problem. i have the time right now to do it but im too relaxed and all i can hear in my head when im trying to come up with a design are crickets cricketing in my head....

so how now brown cow?

girl's day out

2009-02-11T14:41:00.001+08:00

i went out with farhana yesterday. obviously we went to carousel. where else right? free parking is the way to do it :) i got a new camera. yeay :) at last. a camera i can put in my bag without breaking my shoulders. oh and the guy that was attendint to us at JB-HIFI was so rude. seriously. everyone was rude yesterday. i had no choice but to get the camera from that shop because camera house didnt have the one i wanted. so that dude made us pay there and pick the camera up at another JB-HIFI. gila tertipu k. do after the camera drama, farhana went to get a few things for the new house. (which is so adorable btw.) the usual la, pillows, bed spreads, the whole works. she's such a mak cik man. seriously. hehe. she looooooves shopping for household stuff. ya la, but who doesnt right? i looove SHOPPING! period.
we got a few extras jugak, for valentines. that was fun. i still want the black flower though.

i cant seem to upload my pictures...
boo hoo. later maybe.

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when boredom strikes :)

2009-02-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

this is what the four of us do everyday. well not every day. just today. we're gonna try to take more pictures though.... while there's still time.
i like the last picture though. hee.
so something very pissy happened to me today and i dont really know what to do about it because i cant really do anything about it but to me, i just think its downright rude. or maybe im just over reacting. whatever. next time, say something la. im right here u know.

whatever that. im tryin got find a nice layout for this blog but i cant seem to find one thats just nice and i dont know how to make it the way i want to within the blogspot settings or whatever you call it. maybe in time :)

till later
<3

hello world

2009-02-09T02:43:00.000+08:00

so lets just try something new... which is this right here, which is actually not so new but so what.
lets try to make this one a more matured area to ramble. lets try to make the topics here be about life or at least something worth thinking about and lets keep the other bit there for awhile.

its currently 3.45 am here and the wind isn't so crazy tonight. just nice actually. should i sleep or not? the thing is, i've been sleeping at 5am everyday now and i've also been waking up at 4 pm which is obviously not good because everything planned just does not happen. even my phone alarm doesn't work on me anymore so i might just not sleep tonight. i've got my some errands that i have to attend to (which i've been postponing forever now). hopefully, it happens this time.

a helly just passed by.... scary much?! very loud it was!!!

hopefully in time i'll be brave enough (and diligent enough as well) to put up things i've been wanting to share with people.. hopefully :)

till the next hello
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*my precious thoughts*